On one of my previous post I mentioned I want to buy a car. Even used cars would do. But something came up. And I truly believe that it was a sign that now is not yet the time. I know someday soon. But I am not sad. In fact I am glad because I learned patience. Dying to myself is what I call it. Crucifying myself with its passion and desire maybe too heavy but it really is. God knows how much I wanted to own one already. But there is always a right time for everything. And now is not…