My husband was a football player back in college. But I never get to watch him play the sport. Now he still fantasizes playing the sport. He watches the sports every now and then on TV. I sometimes sit beside him and would always try my best to understand the sport. He sometimes goes football betting with his friends. I always give him this time for himself. I would not squeeze myself into the picture and pretend to understand what they are watching. The only thing that I could do to support him is to prepare snacks for him. I always say in my previous posts that I am not really domestic. But sometimes I would really try to be. I can’t cook so I just buy ready to eat snacks for him. I know he appreciates it. I am not a sport person, but at least sometimes I try to sit beside him and pretend for a while that I am also interested. But most of the time, I let him be. As a wife and partner, I know I have to do this. Not because I am obliged to do it but because I wanted to do it. That’s how I show my husband that I love him.

My new team and I will have our first Team Dinner tomorrow. I hope everybody will be there. Thinking of the food that we are going to eat tomorrow, I’m starting to grave for some stone crab. I hope wherever we will go, I could find one.

I got a bonus. I had extra money today so I met with my husband at the mall to eat lunch with him. I asked my friend to come along and she did. After lunch, my husband went home ahead because he needed to attend to our son’s PTA meeting. So my friend and I planned to go window shopping for her coming baby. In 3 months she will become a mother. But the plan did not push through for we ended up shopping for beauty stuff. We were checking out some whitening lotion, checked out the best anti wrinkle cream, the most scented body wash and all that girly stuff. I enjoyed it and the amount I spent today did not matter anymore.

My kids got mad at me because they were not able to watch the movie Avatar. It was not a good time to watch a movie that time because by the time the movie was shown, it was exam week for them. So the priority that was to study. But I felt bad about that because I know a broke a promise. But being a mother sometimes you have to make tough decisions. But I told them not to lose hope because I promised them that I will try to search online and see if I can find the movie and download t somewhere. Since I am off from work and also I have a one day leave from work so I spent most of my time in front of my laptop writing posts for my blog and at the same time surfing online. So, I started doing some Video Search. I wanted to download the movie and surprise them during the weekend. It is important for me to keep this promise. My kids are good kids and they don’t deserve to be treated this way. I don’t want them to think that when mom gives a promise, she going to break it anyway. Though as the saying goes promises are meant to be broken, not for my kids.

I am thinking of a good fallback in case I decide to resign from my job. Working in a call center is never easy. No matter what your position is. I don’t take calls, but still there are a lot of deliverables to meet. You don’t have any idea of how hard my job is. So I don’t dream of being here forever. I wanted to have my own business one day. I wanted to be an Event Organizer or a Wedding Planner. Weddings are always special to me. I know how it feels when you prepare for a wedding. Been there, done that. So I can totally relate to future brides. The anxiety you get while preparing for your big day. You worry about budget. As much as possible you want to have a bargain of almost everything. But you get into a dilemma between cheap and good quality. You worry about where to get cheap wedding invitations, tokens, flowers, choir, band and so many more. Not just weddings. You think about how worried those young debutants are when their 18th birthday is on its way. A lot of events happen in a person’s life and my passion is to be part of it and feel the fulfillment to see those happy, contended faces at the end of the day.

I just bought a new cell phone since my phone for 2 years got busted. So I bought this one of the high-end phones as a gift for myself. I was so excited to use all of the features. I wanted to download movies, songs, videos and took pictures of my kids using the phone. I tried to use its Wi-Fi feature and all that. I started to feel like a kid as I was playing around with my phone. But what I really enjoyed was when I was searching for some video torrents so I can put it in my phone. As I was searching, I really enjoyed as I discovered some new, old and even classic videos that I like. Some of the videos remind me of my childhood. Some that I have watched touched me and inspired me. But what I really love most is I never loved a thing the way loved my new phone. I am not materialistic at all. But with this new thing that I just possessed, I think I am already. I would never regret the day I bought something for myself. And when I did this, I did not even question the cost. I so love my ne pink phone…

A few posts ago, I was complaining about our bathroom plumbs. Now I don’t want to complain, but I want to dream. One of the important thing for me in the house aside from my bedroom is the bathroom. I wanted to stay in the bathroom more than in the kitchen. I don’t cook so that explains it. It would take me 45 minutes to an hour to get out of our bathroom once I get in. If I will have my own house, I wanted to have a bathroom as big as our bedroom. I wanted to have a big bathtub, a shower, a pink toilet bowl, Danze faucets and pink tiles of course. I know my husband would not want it. But I can dream, can I?

I know it’s not a good time to think about summer. But summer always exites me. Vacation and experiencing a sun-filled days on the Atlantic Coast is really a very exciting idea for me. A family vacations or quick getaways at myrtle beach. I love the beach and I dont care what time or season of the year it is. The smell of the beach is so refreshing to the soul. And most of all, I know that my kids love the beach as well. So I know that summer 2010 is gonna be a blast for our family again…

There were a lot of parties that I attended this month. And in every party, as expected, there would always be food. I had to admit that I am not slim and fit. But I even hate to admit that I even gained more weight this month. But no worries because come January, there wont be any parties anymore. No more eating all you can…I am confident that I would lose this extra calories I gained during the holidays. But checking out for the best fat burner is not a bad idea as well. Lets face it, most of us really gained weight this month… If this is any consolation, “you are not alone”…

The year 2009 is about to end. In how many hours, we will be welcoming 2010. So many memories of 2009 will be left. Good and bad alike. The year 2009 is like a car that I rode as I journey through life. So many stops along the way. I had to ride with it through the mountains, hills and even valleys. There were some flat tires along the way too. Sometimes I had to stop and change car accessories. To upgrade or to simply replace some that is not working anymore. But all throughout the travel, it was all worth it. The experience, the thrill and even the struggles. 2009 was one hell of a ride…