My grandmother is admitted again in the hospital. She landed in ICU this time. I felt a little guilty because I have not visited her as much as I wanted to. I have been so preoccupied with a lot of things and a lot of it is made up of immature choices. My lame excuse is, I am so stressed I need to unwind. Don’t get wrong. Unwinding for simply means, being alone most of the time and just day dream that one day, I will have to reap the harvest of my hard work. So, anyway, I wanted to give my grandmother something that would make her feel that I love her and something that would always remind her of me every time she looks at that something. I am thinking of a Cheap Vertical Blinds. Why? Because number one, I know she will love it. She likes blinds. Number two, it would shield her from the sun especially when will be lying down on her bed near the window. Number three, it symbolizes care because it brings comfort when it’s sunny and filters the sun. She can just easily peep outside if she gets tired of looking inside the four wall corners of her room. Why blinds and not curtain? Blinds are classier. And my grandmother deserves it.

Modern Furniture is something that I wanted to have. But more than that, I wanted to have a home. I may have everything in our house, but if I don’t have peace, love and harmony in our house, that would still not compliment everything. An absence in any of my loved ones would bring so much sadness in our home and no expensive furniture could replace that. I was watching Glee and in one of their episode, I was touched by Home. A house would not be a home without love and the person you love living in it. So now, I have reduced my standard of having a beautiful home. It’s not about the furniture but it’s the people living in it. The kind of love you share with each other. The happiness you have having each other around is what matters. Wherever there is laughter ringing, someone smiling someone dreaming, we can live together there, because love will be our home. Wherever there is children shouting and playing, no matter how messy your house will be after, we can live together there because love will be our home. This is easier said than done. And it takes a lot of patience though. But at the end of the day, when you lay down your bed before you go to sleep, you think. Do I have everything I want or have everything I need? Then it would not be hard anymore.

There are times when Comet vouchers would come in handy. Especially when pay day is fast approaching and the money that you have left is just good enough to survive until your next paycheck arrives. I am in this moment now. My dad sent me a text message saying that he wants to borrow money because he needs to pay something. As much as I wanted to give, I don’t have extra. It breaks my heart. But what can I do? I can only do so much.

On the other hand, one way or the other Comet electricals eased my guilt of not being able to help out. In fact, my guilt has turned to “want”. I wanted to have so much of the stuff that I don’t have yet. I know I can’t afford to have everything right here and now. The plasma TV, the Xbox 360 and all. Who needs them? Nobody I guess. But who wants them? That is the question.

So, going back to my guilt. To compensate, I thought, “Would Comet discount codes do?” The hardest part is when you wanted to help but your hands are tied as well and you just could not do anything at all. You just have to say a silent prayer. May God touch his heart not to feel sorry for himself and not to feel sorry for me. Because I am supposed to help and I was not able to. And it’s breaking me right now.

In fire gold is tested. One way to make your gold pure is to put it in furnace and let it melt. You get the alloys out and there, you’ll have pure gold. How much is the price of gold ? It’s pretty expensive because you need a lot of hard work to be able to spot gold . You can’t just get it anywhere. Gold spot is so hard to find. No wonder gold prices are very expensive. And that goes the same with any treasure. You need to spot it and purify it in the fiery furnace to be able to take out its impurities. It would take a lot of patience and hard work to get hold of that treasure. Gold price may vary. And so does every treasure we have. It depends on how much we invested on it. How long we found it and how pure it is. I may be referring to a real gold here. But this can also be a metaphor. May it be a real gold or may it be a person. The same principle applies. So if you have that gold in your hand right now, treasure it. It’s priceless. Unless you got it by accident and it just fell from heaven. Remember, it’s not worth anything if you did not invest any pain into it.

“Protect your right to claim compensation now before it’s too late”. Quoted this from Gulf Coast Jones Act lawyers. It strikes me when I read it. Sometimes, we often fail to fight for our right especially in the workplace because first and foremost, we need the job and second, fighting would take so much time. I am not saying that we just have to keep silent nor am I saying that we should always counter act. Just love your job and do your job. Because life is not always fair and if you love your job, you would not think about what’s lacking but you’ll always be grateful of what you have.

Falling in love is easy. But staying in love is what counts. I always say it. This is so true. You have to learn to accept that the man that is beside you in bed has bad breathe every morning. You have to accept that he often forgets to say I love you, or kiss you goodbye when he leaves the house. Loving him and showing him that you accept him no matter what is what’s keeping the love. Your man don’t need vigrx. It won’t matter anymore. What matters is he just be himself and let you love him that way you wanted to and vice versa. It’s not easy. But practice makes it perfect.

This year, specifically this month is the favorite time of my life so far. Though there were trials that came, but this family has been whole and united, standing strong and holding each others hands along the way. Family members living far came home. Even those family member who just lived near each other, never bonded like this before. I wanted to have a cardboard display that would say that this best family ever. I could not ask for more.

This summer, I want to spend time with my kids as much as possible. In spite of my busy schedule, I really want to find time and hang out with them. I am planning to go camping with them. We have a backyard so the place would not be a problem. I want to have outdoor grills so we can grill hotdogs and mallows together. They have a pile of story books that I can read to them. We can also build a small campfire. We can practically have the whole night story telling and eating. I will have to convince my husband though to join us so he can play the guitar for us so we can sing our favorite songs. I know my kids are going to love this. It’s a family affair and I know that it will bring them good memories as they grow old. I have to plan this carefully and as much as possible would not tell them yet because I want to surprise them. They will never be kids again so I have to make the most out of it now. Once they grow old, I know its going to be a different phase.

I know that it’s still too early, but as early as now, I am now thinking of what to buy my grandmother this May. This second week of May will be mother’s day. Because my grandmother got a stroke a couple of years ago, she could barely walk right now. It always breaks my heart every time I see her trying to walk from one corner of her room to the other and how hard it looked. I’m thinking of stairlifts maryland so she can go up and down the stairs with ease. Each time I visit her, I see her face lift up and I know that she is happy when I am around. And I also see how much she wanted to go down stairs and spend time with my kids and some of her great grandchildren. But she could not just do that every time she wants to because of her condition. I hope when she gets that stair lift, she can enjoy those moments she longs for every now and then. I love my grandma and I know that sooner or later she has to leave. And the least that I can do for her is to make her last days with us a beautiful one and leave good memories when she will go.

This coming July, my husband and I will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary. Though it’s still early, I am already thinking of a gift that I would give my husband on that day. I need to plan ahead because I need to save for it as well. I am thinking of buying him a Casio G Shock watch. He wanted to buy himself one for quite sometime already. He always stops by the watch section every time we go to the mall. I know that he is dying to own one already. He would really be surprise if I get him one this coming July as my wedding anniversary gift for him.