The Director in Me
I never thought that I could direct a concert such as successful as this… Of course I do not give all the credit to my self because it was a division of labor…But I can say, 50% of the show’s concept, show flow, was mine… It never entered even in my wildest dreams that I could be a stage/music director of a concert/variety show. The best thing is, those people performing, the production assistants, the band, the committee’s and some of the crews are my personal friends and some even my close relative…This is truly one of the greatest gift that I received from God..I am just returning to Him all the Glory…
That was just the bright side of it. There were trials along the way too. In that span of time and experience, there I have found out who are my real friends are and who are those who are just pretending to be…Some wants the recognition all by themselves…In that experience you could really see how selfish a person can get..There is no money involved. All who participated were volunteers… Still people crave for more… More fame, more merit, more respects more of everything… I would be a hypocrite if I would say that I was not hurt because of those people. I was a little disappointed because I did not get enough credit. There is one thing that I am proud of though, I am proud of what I did and I know that there is this somebody who is also proud of me. I could hear him say to me “well done”. That is the most important thing for me. Getting high not of praises from people. Getting high because you know you did your best. There maybe times that you get unnoticed by people. One thing for sure, it would never pass by the eye of the one who really deserves the highest praise. That is why I took me years to post this, because now, there is no more pain and I know that whatever would I say here would just be mere observation already and not a judgment… I know deep inside, I deserve to Get High!