I wanted to buy my husband a phone because his phone is kind of old already. He did not ask for it but I just want to surprise him. I started to search online because I just wanted it to be delivered so he would be surprised even more. I checked at metro pcs and I found a lot there. And I got confused. And until now, I am. Trying to surprise a loved one is sometimes not easy. But I just can’t wait and see of what my husband will will look like once I decide to buy and have it shipped to him directly. Sometimes ranting about things that confuses you in your blog can help ease the confusion a little. I think it did…

As I was riding a taxi on the way home, I noticed that the cab I was riding was not in a good condition. I don’t know much about cars, but just hearing the sound of it, I know that it was. I think it needs some New Auto Parts or whatever. I almost lost my temper because I got dizzy from the abrupt stopping and going of the car. I wanted to get off. But when I looked at the driver, he was really sweating out wanting to make the car run so he could get paid. I felt a tiny hurt in my heart and a feeling of sympathy to the guy. Instead, I said a silent prayer and asked God to fix it even until when I get home so I can pay him. I just felt bless today that I have job and I don’t have to literally sweat just to get paid. Thank you Lord for all the blessings!

As I was checking online, I came across a picture of a beautiful living room. I started to miss the living room I grew up with which is at my “Granny’s house”. One thing that is still fresh in my memory right now is the beautiful decorated Venetian blinds in the window. I wanted to have one now. One, it’s beautiful and classic. Two, it keeps my childhood memories alive.

Women wants to be beautiful. We always do. We try our best to look pleasing and attractive to men. I am not saying this is bad. And I am not also saying that women should not take care of themselves. What I am saying is, too much could not be healthy already. If you have acne then an acne scar removal cream can do the job. You don’t have to spend a lot for diamond peels and all. This is just my personal opinion. No offense to those who can afford to be beautiful through this method. But I still strongly believe in Inner Beauty.

Today is my grandmothers 80th birthday. My cousins and I are preparing something for her. We wanted to surprise her. This day is always so special to us since we, my cousins and I were all raised by her. I am thinking of buying nice gifts for her. He loves accessories like necklaces and dangling earrings. So my cousin and I went shopping for things that we would give her. But most of all I know that she will be happy today because her children, grand children and even her great-grandchildren will be gathered as we will all be celebrating her birthday today. Happy Birthday Mie.

In a while we will be leaving to go to my son’s school for their annual Family Day. And this year, it falls during Valentines Day. Amidst the busyness that is going on preparing for the things that we need to bring to school and preparing for the things that my husband would be bringing for his business trip a11:00 AM today,still I am feeling the spirit of valentines today. My kids are so excited for today. However my husband and I already made plans for our valentines celebration when he gets back tomorrow. We did not give each other valentine presents. Though I received valentine cards both from my kids. It seems like my husband and I already gave each other save the date postcards. We already know that this day is supposed to be our day. But due to some situations that we could not control, we had to postpone it a day after. But the day or the event should not matter after all. It’s what keeping the love alive, every single day matters most. Falling in love is really easy. But staying in love is what always counts. So to all those lovers out there, you really don’t have to wait for Valentines Day to show love to each other. Let everyday be a valentines day. Stay in love everyone.

In a while, I will visit my grandmother. I feel so guilty not being able to visit her lately. I promise my self that I will do that today. She is already old and not in good condition. I wanted to buy her something that she likes. But she got diabetes and she likes sweets. I could not buy her that. Should I buy her some medicare supplements? I don’t think so. She’d get furious. OK, I think I will buy her fruits. I think that would work. I hope. As I’m writing this post, I am silently saying a prayer for her. May she live her life to the fullest till she can finally say it’s over. Love you Mie! (I call her that.)

My friend was complaining about acne on her face. There was a single acne scar that was left on her left cheek. She felt it’s going to stay there forever. I know there is an acne scar removal that could help her with it. But while its still there, our temporary solution to it is to color it with black eyeliner so it would look like a mole. Of course that was a joke. My point there is, it’s just a scar and you are still you. That’s what matters. Stay beautiful inside.

I admire how people can eat too much and yet they don’t get fat. I know of a friend who eats like there is no tomorrow. But when you look at her, she looks so fit. She seems not to worry at all at what she eats. I know she exercises. I bet she does not need to take a phentermine diet pill. I wish I had that discipline and passion to stay and look fit.

I am thinking of a good fallback in case I decide to resign from my job. Working in a call center is never easy. No matter what your position is. I don’t take calls, but still there are a lot of deliverables to meet. You don’t have any idea of how hard my job is. So I don’t dream of being here forever. I wanted to have my own business one day. I wanted to be an Event Organizer or a Wedding Planner. Weddings are always special to me. I know how it feels when you prepare for a wedding. Been there, done that. So I can totally relate to future brides. The anxiety you get while preparing for your big day. You worry about budget. As much as possible you want to have a bargain of almost everything. But you get into a dilemma between cheap and good quality. You worry about where to get cheap wedding invitations, tokens, flowers, choir, band and so many more. Not just weddings. You think about how worried those young debutants are when their 18th birthday is on its way. A lot of events happen in a person’s life and my passion is to be part of it and feel the fulfillment to see those happy, contended faces at the end of the day.