My grandmother is admitted again in the hospital. She landed in ICU this time. I felt a little guilty because I have not visited her as much as I wanted to. I have been so preoccupied with a lot of things and a lot of it is made up of immature choices. My lame excuse is, I am so stressed I need to unwind. Don’t get wrong. Unwinding for simply means, being alone most of the time and just day dream that one day, I will have to reap the harvest of my hard work. So, anyway, I wanted to give my grandmother something that would make her feel that I love her and something that would always remind her of me every time she looks at that something. I am thinking of a Cheap Vertical Blinds. Why? Because number one, I know she will love it. She likes blinds. Number two, it would shield her from the sun especially when will be lying down on her bed near the window. Number three, it symbolizes care because it brings comfort when it’s sunny and filters the sun. She can just easily peep outside if she gets tired of looking inside the four wall corners of her room. Why blinds and not curtain? Blinds are classier. And my grandmother deserves it.

My husband is part of the PTO in our daughter’s school. I get to hear him wine about being an officer. He is not quite good with that. He always tells me. I assured him that I will always be behind him with all of this since it’s for our daughter’s sake. One of the things that they do is of course to raise funds for the school. There has been a lot of school fundraiser activity that they did. PTO fundraisers are always fun especially if everybody will cooperate most especially the kids. PTO Today can help a lot in getting ideas on fund raising. Being a leader at work, thinking about it seems easy for me. But for my husband, it was always a challenge for him to lead. But there are a lot of helpful resources that is available online. I told him that it may be challenge for him but once this is all done, he will be so proud of himself and will add more to his confidence that he can do it. In life, you don’t get all the easy tasks. Sometimes, we also get the tough ones. But if we quit without trying, then it’s like accepting the fact that we lose. So the choice is really up to us now.

Modern Furniture is something that I wanted to have. But more than that, I wanted to have a home. I may have everything in our house, but if I don’t have peace, love and harmony in our house, that would still not compliment everything. An absence in any of my loved ones would bring so much sadness in our home and no expensive furniture could replace that. I was watching Glee and in one of their episode, I was touched by Home. A house would not be a home without love and the person you love living in it. So now, I have reduced my standard of having a beautiful home. It’s not about the furniture but it’s the people living in it. The kind of love you share with each other. The happiness you have having each other around is what matters. Wherever there is laughter ringing, someone smiling someone dreaming, we can live together there, because love will be our home. Wherever there is children shouting and playing, no matter how messy your house will be after, we can live together there because love will be our home. This is easier said than done. And it takes a lot of patience though. But at the end of the day, when you lay down your bed before you go to sleep, you think. Do I have everything I want or have everything I need? Then it would not be hard anymore.

My husband is going to Singapore tomorrow. I would not be able to see him for 6 days. I know I will be left with the kids at home and as early as now, I am trying to figure out on how to get rid of my boredom since I will be sleeping in our room alone. Getting a Slingbox maybe and watch TV the whole time. I am on leave from work and I promise myself that I leave all office work at work. I hope I won’t get tempted.

There are times when Comet vouchers would come in handy. Especially when pay day is fast approaching and the money that you have left is just good enough to survive until your next paycheck arrives. I am in this moment now. My dad sent me a text message saying that he wants to borrow money because he needs to pay something. As much as I wanted to give, I don’t have extra. It breaks my heart. But what can I do? I can only do so much.

On the other hand, one way or the other Comet electricals eased my guilt of not being able to help out. In fact, my guilt has turned to “want”. I wanted to have so much of the stuff that I don’t have yet. I know I can’t afford to have everything right here and now. The plasma TV, the Xbox 360 and all. Who needs them? Nobody I guess. But who wants them? That is the question.

So, going back to my guilt. To compensate, I thought, “Would Comet discount codes do?” The hardest part is when you wanted to help but your hands are tied as well and you just could not do anything at all. You just have to say a silent prayer. May God touch his heart not to feel sorry for himself and not to feel sorry for me. Because I am supposed to help and I was not able to. And it’s breaking me right now.

I attended a baptism ceremony last Sunday. As I was watching my friend carry her baby I saw the happiness and the glow on her face. I felt happy for her. Gone are the days when prenatal vitamins was all she took. Ok, that’s exaggerated. Well, that’s what I see her take every time when she was still carrying the baby inside her. And now those days payed off. I see a beautiful angel on her arms. And it’s quite a pleasurable sight to watch.

At last my grandmother will be discharged from the hospital. It is a relief for the entire family. But we are still facing a lot of problems. Before we discharge today, we ar left with a mount of payables. I got my self an auto insurance quote now. Because I know there will be another next to this. I need to prepare for my parents as well.

Falling in love is easy. But staying in love is what counts. I always say it. This is so true. You have to learn to accept that the man that is beside you in bed has bad breathe every morning. You have to accept that he often forgets to say I love you, or kiss you goodbye when he leaves the house. Loving him and showing him that you accept him no matter what is what’s keeping the love. Your man don’t need vigrx. It won’t matter anymore. What matters is he just be himself and let you love him that way you wanted to and vice versa. It’s not easy. But practice makes it perfect.

This year, specifically this month is the favorite time of my life so far. Though there were trials that came, but this family has been whole and united, standing strong and holding each others hands along the way. Family members living far came home. Even those family member who just lived near each other, never bonded like this before. I wanted to have a cardboard display that would say that this best family ever. I could not ask for more.

May is a very busy month for me. There is our Company Outing and my family is reunited after a very long time. So I can’t help it but take pictures as many as I can to keep the memory alive. Its good I have an online backup to keep all my files. I believe it’s the safest way to keep them.