They say that the eye is the window of the soul. The eyes can tell if the person is happy or sad. By looking at the person’s eyes, you’d know if the person is telling a lie or telling the truth. During job interviews it is always recommended that applicants look at the interviewer in the eye. Get an eye wrinkle cream and take care of your eyes. People get to look at them every time.

My grandmother is admitted again in the hospital. She landed in ICU this time. I felt a little guilty because I have not visited her as much as I wanted to. I have been so preoccupied with a lot of things and a lot of it is made up of immature choices. My lame excuse is, I am so stressed I need to unwind. Don’t get wrong. Unwinding for simply means, being alone most of the time and just day dream that one day, I will have to reap the harvest of my hard work. So, anyway, I wanted to give my grandmother something that would make her feel that I love her and something that would always remind her of me every time she looks at that something. I am thinking of a Cheap Vertical Blinds. Why? Because number one, I know she will love it. She likes blinds. Number two, it would shield her from the sun especially when will be lying down on her bed near the window. Number three, it symbolizes care because it brings comfort when it’s sunny and filters the sun. She can just easily peep outside if she gets tired of looking inside the four wall corners of her room. Why blinds and not curtain? Blinds are classier. And my grandmother deserves it.

Last week, we had an appreciation day for Team Managers. I got a gift check for diamond peel. I was thinking, “what am I going to do with this?” I don’t have anything to peel on my face…I don’t have any adult acne or something. Then I thought of giving it to my mother. I did not regret I did, coz I saw how happy she was when she got the gift check…Glad I did it…

My husband is going to Singapore tomorrow. I would not be able to see him for 6 days. I know I will be left with the kids at home and as early as now, I am trying to figure out on how to get rid of my boredom since I will be sleeping in our room alone. Getting a Slingbox maybe and watch TV the whole time. I am on leave from work and I promise myself that I leave all office work at work. I hope I won’t get tempted.

Communication is very important. That is why for me cell phone plans is more practical than pre-paid plans. We call and text to people if we wanted to tell them something. We call them if we wanted to relay a very important message to a person. It pisses me off especially when I wanted to talk to the person and I can’t because of cell phone limitations. I compare cell phone plans and chose the best plan that suites my needs. I am not that fond with text messaging but I’d rather talk. I am a talker. I wanted to talk and I am most honest when I talk rather than when I write. When you text, you’d be able to get your mobile phone history. But when you talk, it roots directly to the heart. It can either make or break a person’s heart. I wanted to spill the beans every time. I would choose to tell the person about how I feel rather than keeping it to myself. I would want to tell you that I like you and know that you don’t care rather than not tell you at all and live my entire life with “what if’s”. I will tell you no matter what.

I attended a baptism ceremony last Sunday. As I was watching my friend carry her baby I saw the happiness and the glow on her face. I felt happy for her. Gone are the days when prenatal vitamins was all she took. Ok, that’s exaggerated. Well, that’s what I see her take every time when she was still carrying the baby inside her. And now those days payed off. I see a beautiful angel on her arms. And it’s quite a pleasurable sight to watch.

Am I just misinterpreting things? There are situations that catch my attention and get me confused. There has been a lot that is going on lately. Some won’t do any good and some just feels good but still not good at all. I have been saving the drama for myself. I don’t want to get others involved. How I wish that I can just put all in a slideshow and just watch it over and over until I don’t want to watch it anymore. How I wish this is just going to be easy. I never expected all these sacrifices to pay off, but just hoping that I won’t end up losing and quitting.

Falling in love is easy. But staying in love is what counts. I always say it. This is so true. You have to learn to accept that the man that is beside you in bed has bad breathe every morning. You have to accept that he often forgets to say I love you, or kiss you goodbye when he leaves the house. Loving him and showing him that you accept him no matter what is what’s keeping the love. Your man don’t need vigrx. It won’t matter anymore. What matters is he just be himself and let you love him that way you wanted to and vice versa. It’s not easy. But practice makes it perfect.

I am invited to sing once again. I haven’t sung as in really perform for about 11 years if I’m not mistaken. After I gave birth, I stopped performing already but focused more on just being behind the scenes. From being a production assistant then to being a director does not really require me to be physically pleasing to look at. But when my husband told me that I will do back-up vocals for a concert this June, I did not hesitate but I thought right away, “how could I get rid of these unwanted fats?” Thanks to a friend for the best weight loss supplements she suggested. I’m getting there.

It’s payday today. But I am not so happy about it. Because as a mother, when I get my pay, first thing that I do is pay the bills. Both I and my husband have assigned bills to pay. I pay this and he pays that is our set-up at home. After both I and my husband would always go to the grocery together and pay 50-50 of the total grocery amount paid. At the end of the day, I look at my wallet and I only have enough left to survive for the next 15 days. I wish I could get OvernightPrints.com coupon and get discounts on groceries every time. But it is always a consolation that this only happens every 30th. We don’t have major bills to pay during the 15th of the month. So there you go. That’s a quick overview of my financial status. I am still happy that I have a good paying job. I am well compensated and I am grateful about that. But sometimes I just want to pour out my undesirable emotion especially in this time of the month. But then after this, I got to move on. Work hard, get paid and pay the bills again. That’s the cycle of my life.